Friday, April 17, 2015

I know what I'm worth.  I do.  I just don't always feel it.  Is that so wrong?  To want someone who believes in you, even when you do not believe in yourself.  Isn't that what a partnership is about?  Constant support of one another.  An endless supplementation of someone.   Why else would everyone on the planet chasing love forever?

Love rules the world.  I don't care what anyone says. LOVE rules the world.  Most of us truly only know it once and it was often restless and uncontrolled passion for a short time, followed quickly by sorrow and despair, seemingly endless.  Yet we spend so much time and money on trying to recreate the brief moments we remember--like rats on a wheel.  

I love his daughter.  I love her so much.  I do not know what there is between he and I.  But, Her?  Fuck, man.  I can't stand the thought of losing her.  

But I am not certain he loves me like I need.  I do know what I need is okay.  I just don't know if he can give it to me.   I won't be happy if I settle for not.  I must give up love to get that love I'm chasing. 

Love rules me.  Forever.

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