I know what I'm worth. I do. I just don't always feel it. Is that so wrong? To want someone who believes in you, even when you do not believe in yourself. Isn't that what a partnership is about? Constant support of one another. An endless supplementation of someone. Why else would everyone on the planet chasing love forever?
Love rules the world. I don't care what anyone says. LOVE rules the world. Most of us truly only know it once and it was often restless and uncontrolled passion for a short time, followed quickly by sorrow and despair, seemingly endless. Yet we spend so much time and money on trying to recreate the brief moments we remember--like rats on a wheel.
I love his daughter. I love her so much. I do not know what there is between he and I. But, Her? Fuck, man. I can't stand the thought of losing her.
But I am not certain he loves me like I need. I do know what I need is okay. I just don't know if he can give it to me. I won't be happy if I settle for not. I must give up love to get that love I'm chasing.
Love rules me. Forever.
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