I thought of this specific post today: http://memoriesmysterious.blogspot.com/2010/11/return-my-love.html

Read it.  It's not long.  First off, forgive my horrid grammar and punctuation.  I was lazy about it at that time.

I still remember writing it. I feel the same heaviness that caused all those emotions... again.  For the first time since the first time.  It's like he's collected the pieces of me that I left behind, and he's come to return them.  I feel drunk--every time and completely by him. 

I even forgot to eat today.  Drunk as fuck.