Edit (5-24-15):  I convinced myself on Friday to remove this post.  It has upset someone I feel very strongly towards.  I did not intend such, no.  This is not a true representation of how I feel today, not exactly.  However, this is indeed how I felt at one time and the message still resonates.  I'm putting this post back up, unedited save for this caveat.  I'm sorry that the truth hurts you.  Sincerely.  It is, however, just that: the truth.  The general tone of this post is indeed how I feel.  You were careless.  You do not deserve my pity or my consideration.  No, not one bit.  I gave you all that I had already.  So, read it again, never visit this place again, fall in love with me, nothing matters.  The only thing that matters is truth.  What falls below, is fucking truth.

Do you not feel worthy?

Are you terrified of failure?

Do you sabotage yourself?

Did you give up on me?

Did you even try to know me?

I at least know the answer to my last query.  When asked, "are you happy?"  The truth is a very acceptable response.  Asking in return is sort of expected of caring, kind and considerate people but perhaps I misjudged you for one.  Even now.  After all your sobbing (not over me, I know), and admissions of fault, you do not alter your behavior. Instead, when told, "Hope all is well."  Your response is completely vain, and no question of my own well being is considered. 

This describes the majority of our short time together.  I will not want for you. I will not shed tears for the end of this...whatever it was. I was merely a pawn in your life. You used me.. You said it yourself, "...I was afraid of what I would be losing."  Because of all the things I did for you.  I will not change me for this breakup.  We will not makeup.  I will continue being kind, fair, understanding, thoughtful, logical and most of all... I'll continue being the me you didn't want.  I'm ever so proud I called you on your bullshit.  It was so thick, dear.  Everyone sees it.  Everyone.  You can continue to walk around with your nose in the air, pretending you're better than us all.  But it's those of us who don't feel the need to compare ourselves against others, that are the ones with proper self-esteem.

Yours is misplaced.