I am the youngest of three sisters. It was pretty much my mother and us three for the majority of my life. All I knew, is what they told me. So, I feel like they did a bit of a shoddy job. I mean, I have no idea how to guard my heart. No one ever taught me. So, I walk around with it hanging from my neck. I don't even cradle it in my hands, much less put it safely in my chest. This is something I need to learn. All those I've ever given it to, have treated it more like a volleyball... taking the time and focus to spike it at times.
If I had had a little sister, I would have taught her... keep your heart only for you. It's too fucking important and it's painful when you give it to someone else that is careless with it. If I had a daughter I would teach her that people are mean.... they are self-serving.
Don't fucking trust anyone with your heart... its breaking is inevitable.
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