I don't know why, but I'm constantly amazed by the amount of love I have around me. I have been searching for romantic love like from the movies. So many little girls will be crushed to know it only exists in stories. So, I've been in pursuit of this fairy tale love, when all around me, love envelopes. I'm so loved. I do not feel deserving. I'm not certain from where this emotion stems, but I feel it in the simplist of gestures. I'm so fucking loved. How did I not see this before? For so long I've felt thankful for the people in my life, and never once did I think they'd be grateful for the same. It's a lovely discovery. I promise I won't forget. I promise to try to see the value in me others have seen for years. I hope the objects of my great affection feel it too. They are plenty.

I am in good company.