i want, so bad, for someone to be crazy about me. i deserve, don't i? is this worth waiting for? does he love me? is he CRAZY about me? i want to know what he feels like. i want to feel what it's like when someone is all about you... crazy for you... can't wait to talk to you, see you, hug you... i want to know what that's like. i wanna feel it.

if he's not crazy about me... then what the fuck am i doing?