- sunshineface

i don't know how to put it... but that one word... that's not actually a word slows my heart beat, turns my mouth up at the corners and ... fills my veins with warm contentment. i don't know how to tell you that. i can only put it here. i can only let you read it at your leisure. i'm restless a lot and that's not your doing. i'm restless but, words like that from you settle me a bit. they make me happy.

i'll rest in quiet contemplation for the riot in my stomach to subside... i'll wait for you ... to be you on your terms. i'll try not to pull. pulling is pushing's equivalent. i'll focus on what i do hear... rather than what i don't. i'll hit publish. and, i'll just be happy. =)