disatisfied

daylight darkens with night
and tears of the sun

spread his fiery want

all over my eyes.

no courtesy sprinkle,
a down pour of desire
descends,
and i am wasted.

within their size,
my ambition
blinds me and
he takes his satiation away.

his seed is sewn.

blind bleeding and near drunk
i stumble until
the veil of night burns.
my curse is all but lifted.

i wander, wanton and wailing,
my final stand,
equal to my first fall.

and,
i've finished at my beginning.