patience

i think i'm going to resist you

though i want to lay on you naked

you shouldn't have this sort of control

i'm taking some back

though i want your mouth on mine

and other places

but i think it's wise

to battle my urges

for as long as is possible

i'd like to make you want me

i'd like to see you squirm and tremble

though i want you to take me

i've already taken myself

many

times

so i'll abstain

and see if your sense of touch catches fire

i'll wait.