say a little or a lot

however much i am enjoying my uncertain existence, one thing is clear... i can't help the way i look at certain people. i may give a bit of myself away even if it's unintentional. i need to stop. i may run out of me. that'd be a shame. a deep breath and a just too long locked look flushes my face and raises my hair. it's at inappropriate times and people on occasion, i'm afraid. i've got to stop. i don't know how. it's part of me. the measure of attraction is in the hands of my object. it is all dependent upon the length of stare. they may be able to hold it for just a moment or longer... it's rare i break first. so... if you see a set of eyes with a glimmer inside, hold that stare, so much can be said and you don't want to miss a thing.

John Mayer- Say

take out of your wasted honor
every little past frustration
take all your so called problems
better put 'em in quotations
say what you need to say
say what you need to saaaaay...

walking like a one man army
fighting with the shadows in your head
living out the same old moment
knowing you'd be better off instead

if you could only
say what you need to say
say what you need to saaaaay...

have no fear
for giving in
have no fear
for getting over
you better know that in the end
it's better to say too much
then never to say what you need to say again

even if your hands are shaking
and your faith is broken
even as the eyes are closing
do it with a heart wide open... wide...

say what you need to say
say what you need to
say what you need to
say what you need to say...