I like sexy music. I like to put it on and dance in my underwear, on my tip-toes, as though I were a stripper with fish in my clear wedge heels.

That's something fairly key to who I am. Dancing. Something I LOVE. I don't think anyone understands to what degree I love such a thing. I don't know how to properly convey that, so. Being sexy. I love being sexy. I want to dress sexy and strip--or whatever is desired--for my man. I want sex, and I want it frequently.

Online Dating. I can't say any of that shit. I can't elude to sex, period. Not one bit. I can't let my overpowering sexuality be the initial attraction. I just. I can't. I need to meet someone more interested in me, rather than my face alone. HOW?!

I'm kind, sweet, loving. I am smart. I am so many things. I have so much to give. I want to enrich someone's life. I'm funny. Goofy, nerdy... some say cute, adorable even. I have so much to give, damn it.

I still want to fuck passionately to The Weeknd, WICKED GAMES, while you pull my hair and until we are drenched in sweat.

How am I supposed to convey both of these things and have them be treated accordingly?
I have no idea what I am doing.